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I will always remember Dr. Matas, the great man, who became my
doctor. Our aquantance began in New Orleans in 1933. When one night, I awoke
with a high fever and pain under my arm, my parents first called in a physician,
who not only failed to make a diagnosis, he acted with indifference. The next
day, my grandfather, a friend of Dr. Matas, pleaded with the doctor to see me.
Dr. Matas, who was then 73 years old, agreed to take on the case. In fact, he
saved my life.
As I lay in my bed, a frightened child of ten, Dr. Matas
walked into my room with an air of quiet dignity. He resembled a Spanish
grandee: his white hair covered his domed forehead like a halo. A white mustache
and a Van Dyke beard met in the curve of his mouth. His cheeks were rounded
making a line on each side of his nose down to his jaw. Dr. Matas wore gold
rimmed glasses and his thick eyebrows bristled above his dark brown eyes. His
hands were delicate, almost feminine. Despite his short stature and rounded
shoulders, Dr. Matas had a professional bearing. Yet I sensed his gentleness.
After Dr. Matas took charge of my medical care, he was at my
bedside every day. Sometimes, he would sit pondering like the doctor in a
well-known Victorian painting, his head leaning on his hand. I felt Dr. Matas’s
concern. He discovered that I had streptococcus septicemia, this was before the
discovery of anti-biotics. In treating me, Dr. Matas showed his interest not
only in medical details, buy he also thought of me as a person. After I entered
the hospital, even though I was often in pain, I liked to make drawings. Dr.
Matas encouraged this hobby – he’d ask to see the pictures that I made
illustrating popular songs. When my housekeeper offered to make me a bed jacket,
my mother asked me what color I’d chose. I thought about it, and felt it was
natural to say, "blue like my eyes". Dr. Matas said with a twinkle: "imagine
that, a ten year old thinking about such a thing".
I was a inquisitive child even when I was ill. I noticed that
one of Dr. Matas’s eyes looked strange. One day I heard the story: When Dr.
Matas was a young doctor, after he had performed abdominal surgery, he threw off
his mask and gloves. As he removed his surgical gown, he wiped his forehead with
the hem of his gown. From this contaminated gown Dr. Matas’s eye became
infected, endangering his sight. Dr. Feingold, an opthamologist, gave up his own
practice for months to try to save Dr. Matas’s eye. Despite all of their
efforts, specialists could not cure the diseased eye. To save the vision of his
other eye, Dr. Matas’s eye had to be removed. Dr. Feingold did save the vision
of one eye allowing Dr. Matas to develop his great skill.
I also noticed that suspended from a gold chain in his vest
pocket, Dr. Matas wore six or seven honorary keys. When I questioned him,
although he was reluctant to answer – as he held the keys in the palm of his
hand, he said: "Over the years my colleagues from around the world have honered
me."
Although he was a renowned doctor, I remember Dr. Matas as a
plain human being. After I had recovered from my illness, sometimes my parents
and I would visit Dr. Matas in his modest office in a small frame house. His
waiting room had the informality and clutter of an old fashioned living room. On
at table, was the mold of the hands of a surgeon. Facing a small brick
fireplace, there hung a picture that fascinated me. It portrayed Chopin at the
piano, behind him a black-hooded figure. Dr. Matas explaining its meaning – he
said that when Chopin performed his music, even death waited.
Dr. Matas general helper and receptionist would appear at the
door to guide me down the hall to his examining room. It was a comfortable place
with pictures on the wall: a print of a surgeon instructing students as he was
performing a dissection, and one of the doctors, who like Dr. Matas himself,
brooded over the plight of a child, while the anxious parents waited. Here, in
Dr. Matas’s examining room, I lay on a sturdy table that was covered with a pad.
Dr. Matas made his careful examination while Serena held for him what looked
like a plumber’s trouble light attached to a long cord. Then, Dr. Matas
accompanied me back to the waiting room. As he chattered with my parents and me,
he had the air of a country doctor who had unlimited time to talk and to listen.
Many years later when I was a young woman, I discovered a
letter that Dr. Matas has written to my parents:
My dear friends,
Yesterday, I received your most gracious and grateful
letter and payment for services rendered to "our dear Carol" . In caring for her
professionally during the great trial that imperiled her life, last summer, I
shared your worries and anxieties with a deep sympathy and with a sense of
responsibility that could hardly have been greater had she been my own child.
Dr. Matas added that his interest and readiness to help would
continue.
He always did remain a friend. When I married, Dr. Matas sent
me a gift of a bottle of wine. On the card he wrote:
For my dear Carol on her wedding day from her old
doctor and friend, Rudolph Matas, a toast on her wedding day.
Even in his nineties, he maintained his active interest.
Having known this great man Dr. Rudolph Matas over the years,
I was always surprised that he never needed to show his importance. His honor’s
showed him pleasure, but he cherished simple joys.
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